Wouldn’t you soar the length of the universe just to find me? Wouldn’t you find a way to defeat the monsters just to be with me? Wouldn’t you fly with me through the Cosmos just to keep me safe? How can you say you love me if you won’t be there for me like you said you would?
Silence is all I hear when my questions flow into the air. You’re so confused; you don’t even know what you want or what to do. How can you say you love me if all you ever do is say it and not mean it? How can I believe you when you say you love me when you can lie so easily and that might not even ever affect you like it would affect me. You would be fine if you just leave me heartbroken, to fend for myself after my heart is cracked into two and all I can think of is how easily you said your heart was mine and how foolish and silly I was to believe it and give mine to you. For now, you have crushed mine and its remnants are being blown away by the dry and meaningless wind of the desert. Now I have to see all of that, that was never truly mine, slip through my fingers like sand. The harder I try to hold it, the more goes away. Away, out into the open where nothing that has happened matters to anyone and the remains of my heart is just like worthless sand to the people of the desert, who won’t even give it another look. Another look that will show them what I was never able to see.
I was never able to see that all that mattered to you… all that mattered was… was… What was it? What was that mattered to you so much that you sold my heart. Broke it, then not even care to watch as it flew away with the wind, as the wind carried it and it dispersed into nothingness. Nothingness has become of my heart that once ached for you.
And you know the worst thing? The worst thing is after all this long journey, after my journey through all of this, my heart still waits for you to save it. That useless thing still has hope that you will come back and save it, save me.
And I believe it.
So tell me, what made you do it? Were you ever in love with me? Or did you say “I love you” just like that, just like it meant nothing like it was nothing but a play of words. Tell me.